We differ in how we perceive truths or even call something the truth or not
In how I interpret someones continued interest in my life and hence me
What I take away from someone wanting to be in touch, in wanting to be able to reach me
This difference becomes a significant problem when trying to build something together especially friendship
My underlying thought is: If the other person cant even establish that there is something or not what are you wasting your time for then...?
My underlying thought is: If the other person cant even establish that there is something or not what are you wasting your time for then...?
I am glad you don't think we shared anything, we were just getting to know each other but like I told you I take the process seriously I did not think "lets hang around for fun and see where it goes"...so for me it was something more. I wasn't trying to force my thoughts on you but I have to speak my truth just like you have to. And I believe our core truths differ by a great margin and there is no point in prolonging this anymore. I at least know when I do like someone or not. If I want to continue spending time with them or not. I guess you are not able to take a stand. That's OK don't, but let us part ways now cos it will only get worse after this.
Note to self and friends: When trying to mend oneself after any kind of bond is broken one pours forth words and reasons and explanations. There is this underlying reluctance to let go completely to completely severe the link, just like the thoughts in This Poem I found yesterday. Its OK to feel that way just don't act on what you feel though, cos even though it is true and the feeling is real and worthy it will not produce any rational-good-results in the future.
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